Here Goes...

Honestly, I just feel stuck right now and I've tried this whole internet posting thing or blogging thing before but I always felt like I was "trying" way too hard b/c it seemed to be the trendy thing to do for our generation. Well, and I guess that I am just gonna go ahead and fully jump on this bandwagon but it's more than that--- I think.
I'm sitting here on my couch and having one of those moments like usual when I am just completely lost in thought and can't seem to get any clarity- so, I thought- "hell, it works for some people on this blogging thing"- maybe it will work for me.
I think it's funny or strange to think that people would actually read this and make comments, but maybe you will...
I'd like to think that this can be a place of honesty and perhaps community----and maybe even some internal freedom....is that just crazy?
As I said before, I feel just really stuck right now. Stuck in life- in my place in life, stuck in my relationships with people, and in my relationship with Jesus. I don't even know how to articulate it. I used to find great freedom in journaling but lately I have not been journaling at all- I usually just wanna talk to someone- so this is like the best of both worlds- journaling and "talking" to friends online and probably a whole lot of strangers.